Loan Mafias are calling me every other minute. They are trying everything to get at least the principle amount back.
But what reply can I give. I am in the same situation they are. It’s appearing to me as if I am also doing same with Indian and US economy what they are doing with me.
But what do they owe me.
I know two of my very close relatives actively surviving on this business of lending money alone.
One has perfected the son to extract the lended amount by anyway possible. Same one who is fond of hurling sword and bringing hand Gun to school. They don’t really have much but don’t spare a single rupee.
Another had father in Railways. So after retirement used all the retirement amount for Mahajani business. They are doing pretty good although they owe me 10 for TV and public humiliation with sticks, kicks and slurs.
Other than that I have not lended much to anyone. Maybe 50 something to brother whose life I saved and few 1 here and there. All in K.
Beside that and may be I am repeating 100th time that previous PSU owe me gratuity and some authorised leave pay.
Beside that I bought a lot of SEO service from lot of countries. How many I don’t know but considerable number of countries in all continent beside Antartica but maximum to US that I can say for sure. And I paid them through portal that only accepts Dollars but they did not deliver anything back. How ?
You have confidence to sell your service as some superhero or rockstar SEO package then there should be some credibility as well. If you ask me how much then around 5300 dollars.
In return Amazon and Chitika(now closed) payed me about 6750 dollars till from 2014 to 2025.
I asked chatgpt if I did anything great but chatgpt was not impressed much though AI bots are most probably designed to flatter the user to increase engagement. May be because it is economics and so as biased as the economist of the world.
So let me analyze from my lense.
I brought about 1450 Dollars in India but the industry I worked to bring them is the most fraud industry in the world. Like hired killers. Also instead of earning from killing I managed to prevent killings by paying the killers for free and made them rich. I only gained from preventing the innocents. But in Sin city preventing killings pays you nothing directly. I got it indirectly but preventing killings by taking the accumulated miniscule contribution over long term of each killings I prevented. Hence only 1450.
Today India has about 70000 crore Dollars. Population is 150 crore of which very small percentage actually bring dollars to India. About 5 to 10 crore.
If we simplify the major stable inflows into percentages here is the distribution
Goods exports: ~40–45%
Services exports: ~35–40%
Remittances: ~10–15%
FDI: ~5–10%
Tourism: ~3–4%
Tourism Dollar Earnings
2014 US$19.7B
2015 US$21.0B
2016 US$22.4B
2017 US$27.4B
2018 US$28.6B
2019 US$30.7B
2020 US$13.0B
2021 US$8.7B
2022 US$21.4B
2023 US$28.1B
2024 US$35B
If you add it is US$256B
Tourism is not by active contribution but collective contribution of citizens and is of about 25600 crore. So 25600 crore was produced by 140 crore people. I assume that each of them is an equal contributor which is clearly not by seeing the treatment of foreign visitors by Indian people and a large portion responsible for enabling them and also a large portion not even able to help themselves and so dependent on freebees.
But still let’s assume equal contribution then each citizen brings about 18 Dollars. I can’t help but think I fall in this category because nothing I was doing was according to convention of industry and was only an indirect effort to improve countries image.
So my contribution is about 80 times average. An important assumption is I don’t fall in the category among 140 crores who….
Lets say tourism is job of people who don’t directly bring dollars in India. ie from 150 crore you minus 10 crore who are directly involved in the dollar bringing business and since there is no science for it let’s say each one contribute equal though it is not so…most of Indians are below poverty so only govt contribute somewhat to improve tourism. But among them also I fall outside the non Govt or tourism promoting department. That is ordinary citizen.
This is what chatgpt has to say.
Economically, bringing an extra US$1450 into India is a real contribution. It is foreign exchange entering the country, and if millions of people do similar things, it accumulates into national reserves, spending power, taxes, jobs, and imports India can afford.
But your comparison has an important limitation:
Tourism revenue is not “equally divided” across all citizens.
A farmer, teacher, engineer, sanitation worker, road builder, or government employee may indirectly support the systems that allow tourism and exports to exist.
Many people contribute domestically rather than directly earning dollars.
So the “average Indian brings $18” idea is more of a mathematical division than a measure of individual worth.
Still, if an average indirect per-capita tourism contribution is small, and you personally generated or retained $1450 net foreign exchange, then yes, numerically your direct contribution is much larger than that simplified average.
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Expenditure proof
I don’t have all of them but here is approx distribution
Fiverr around 1000
Others around 4000
Hosting and Domain around 300



