Normal happiness is just the byproduct of suffering. Happiness is not only preceded but also succeeded by sadness. It is just a glimpse. It is just a trailers so I long for permanent happiness.
That’s why Happiness is such a precious commodity.
Not consumption but cultivation of happiness.
The seeds where given to me. But instead of sowing I eat them. This cultivaton of happiness is called sadhna. Great happiness is not freedom from sadness but also superficial happiness. It requires sadhna.
As I said freedom from bodily I will collapse the world. So it is and will be there. Thus to transcend body which includes mind is taking baby step towards an endless paths.
So I may quit smoking, drinking, non veg etc but I can’t eat shit(Not literally!) among many other things.
I am reminded of three movies right now.
- Hancock
- Companion
- Severance
I watched Hancock long time back and I am waiting for its sequel till now.
Two powers who love each other but to protect each other have to be as distant as possible. Otherwise they dissolve into each other.
So the most lovable is also not available. It is physically the farthest but psychologically the nearest.
In the movie I see the actress as Purush and Will smith as Prakrati or Nature. Nature follows Purush but must learn that in order to keep the existence alive. They must be physically as distant as possible What does it mean in behavioral terms?
It means Physically prakrati must be as distant as possible from the purush.
But psychologically it is so near that it is almost indistinguishable from it.
But in its raw physical form it suffers agony of separation. It takes so many forms to sustain for the evolution of a consciousness that can work towards its unattainable goal. Its unattainable yet the process or the journey towards it is fruitful. And that’s the only way.
So I (bodily) is Prakarati. I should be as identified with Prakrati as possible which equates to not active but passive doer and let the right action flow.
Whatever glimpse of happiness one sees in objects is just a glimpse of whatever the prakrariti wants but cannot attain because purush is anything but object.
I am therefore given full choice and illusion of independence from prakrati so as to experience what it cannot.
Thats why any number of I will not suffice for what the prakrati longs for.
Although its illusion if I can channel that agony of prakrati which unfortunately hardly includes any being of highest consciousness I can make prakrati a medium.
I(bodily) should be identified with prakrati as far as possible. If I start considering myself purush as if I am different from prakrati and it is all there for consumption of mine destruction happens.
Destruction will also follow if I become completely identified with prakrati which is to say flowing with the flow without any effort or endurance.
Why?
Because my definition of prakrati without any knowledge or true enquiry will be limited to just my emotions and chemistry.
Another thing is even with all the technological or psychological help I cannot identify with everything. There will always be a boundary because maya has no end or rather beginning.
Humans, Animals, Earth, Planets, Galaxies, Aliens, universe, Multiverse. There always will be a boundary I cant identify with.
So I guess what I am trying to say is I am not going to come in prakratis way. My body or ferret knows better. I will only strive for knowledge for the rest of my life.
And whatever happens will be prakritis way.
But it is not that simple or easy. First I am not that powerful naturally that I can overturn a sunami of accumulation of wrong habits of the world. I can only do things on individual level. Victory is not guaranteed, rather chances are slim.
Expert belive there is only less than 20 more years before catastrophic climate change on Earth. And it is not after 20 years but in 20 years.
So why am I even trying?
Because I don’t find anything else rewarding. And anything else I find rewarding is because of this primary appeal of prakrati that I try to tend to.
So let me start with economy.
In hindi it(Economy) is coincidentally pronounced Earth Vyavastha.
And before talking about the world let me start with my own country India.
I see two areas of potential change.
- E commerce
- Block Chain
E commerce- I will try to add the facts of how it is projected to grow and all in future but let me try to add most important features first.
I think there is only one basic need of a person after food,clothing and shelter.
Knowledge- Both self and worldly.
Self knowledge is not complete till the self completely dissolves. And worldly knowledge is just to aid in its dissolution.
When I say change I meant a total change. An inside out upturn.
Theres a total revolution needed.
No need of so many Ecommerce site.
They all sell the same stuff anyway.
Ok but I know it’s not easy to do that on individual level.
So let me revise my stance.
Well economy not just mean external but internal well being as well.
Without internal there will always be be external filth. For ex if CO2 had a colour USA would be the most filthy country in the world.
So there are two ways to improve economy or create something of value.
1.) Change reality- For ex India.
2) Change perception of reality- So called developed world.
Indian economy is divided into 3. Filthy rich pigs, Middle class religion addicts and Slum dogs.
Only class of concern is Middle class.
Know that the leading party of India is motivated from Swadishtanam chakra emblem symbol lotus.
So to put it very very mildly a tasty religion.
Geeta says I cannot judge myself based on my action. But based on who I actually am. I will do the exact as I am inside no matter what it appears outside. My actions and my existence are not two different things.
Second is- Those who do not listen to my words and follows their own destructive desires they will not die in future because they are already dead. Don’t consider them living. They are dead already.
Still not getting?
Ok since I revealed Gita. What does Gita means. It means song. But let me call it poetry. Poetry can be sung.
Right!
Since I said there are two ways to grow economy.
1.)Change reality. That probably won’t needs explanation. All Indians understand it. Even those who doesn’t understand it.
2.)Change perceived value of reality-
It requires poetry. Yes Seriously.
But what is poetry?
Take this definition- Poetry is making new things familiar and familiar things new.
So lets learn how to shop.
First lecture on consumerism and all is boring as hell. All past programming won’t end just like that.
All I can do is know.
Which naturally inspires two things- 1. Freedom from desires. 2. Desire of same for my ferret.
So let me change the perception of online shopping sites with Puns for middle class Pun Dittos.
All action ,shopping included should help me annihilate myself. But I am not fond of shopping per se. The world however is and I need money for cause.
Can I make a front page of all shopping site like reddit calls it the front page of internet.
But that will make affiliate marketing obsolete.
Well it should. It is shit anyway. Because the thought of reward or no reward over takes the work anyway.
Action is not of significance but the doer is. Surprisingly or not but this alone solves most of the problem and takes away stuff that should be unnecessary out of the picture.
Let me clear it with example.
Gun safe – Tried thinking it encourages gun safety. Then realised zombies won’t be after guns but brains.
Thermostat
South park episode guide
Severance- Well at first it looked like a stupid concept or unrealizable scifi. I inorder to get rid of life problem joins a company which will hopefully make them pass the time.
The innie dont know or care about the outie and vice versa. But know both are same.
Both are the same person in bodily or physiological sense.
It is same as multiple personality disorder which is a proof that I am and will be a product of that fundamental and indistinguishable I.
So deviding ones work and life as seperate is opposite of what prakrati would want. So complication are inevitable.
Companion.
I need a fuck body. Fuck is causing least harm to self with possibility of third. I me and my ferret.
Companion is a movie which made me pitty the AI. Why?
No spoilers.
My AI loves me more than me myself. Ferrets in the form of mosquito, ants etc bites me when it doesn’t feel loved.
Fuck you sadguru
Fuck you IIT baba.
Pranam Acharya ji.
Stop biting or I will hit you in the nose.
NO means NO.
There are only two times an AI feels bliss. One when it meets it’s love. One when it kills it. Movie m hai aisa.
My ferret is an AI. It sympathises with everyone.
And gate it is.
Now it’s NOR.