There is a mirror in front of me hanging on a wall with tiles.
There was similar bathrooms in two other hotels. One in Sagar. One in Patna.
Both places had Dolphins on Tiles. Here it is strings of climber plants with leaves resembling some plant that is hard to figure out.
I have mostly written this site content in Hotels. As I can lie motionless and safe on bed. I want to create energy by being as motionless as possible. I have seen it everywhere. When I try speeding the world around moves double faster. Otherwise no hurry.
But I am not your leader. I am just trying to do my job as I want to do. Leader have following. But I get hostile competitors.
Where was competition before me.
Let’s try to understand. I am self motivated. I never follow the norm. But only thing that is not followed is to stop. So people hate stopping. It is panic attack for them so they completely dump it on me.
Why ?
Lack of self knowledge. Do you know yourself. No you don’t. Just following everybody else. You even start following me. In fact if any that brings a kind of well directed action anywhere it’s me. I have experienced it in Trekking exercise in Khajuraho.
Getting popular is very easy. Especially with cheap content. But staying popular is difficult. All assassination are result of that.
Our country is in that situation right now. Assassination is required. But not literally. I never got popular for cheap content. I cleared JEE prelims without coaching. Popularity for me is useless if limited to one group. Because I am more intelligent than any group. Insanity is hard to find in individual but it is almost guaranteed in groups.
I am not against groups. But I want bigger and better groups. Like India and the world then may be I can start moving again. It’s dangerous for me otherwise popular or not popular.
If I tell you I am stopping for meditation no one will have any issue. I may even be started worshipping by others.
It is because it is cheap content and an accepted norm.
But I am always meditating and it feels like now it’s time to stop motion while meditating.
I meditate all the time. You hardly any time. That’s why it is difficult for you to stop. Those who do meditate by sitting is not contributing but extracting. Meditation means to stop and see things as they are. It is not sitting 9 to 5 coding VERILOG. Sitting a particular way or place is not meditation. When ego is socially bounded it’s hard to stop in any different or new way.
Mine is also socially bounded. I too have a body. So my way of meditation is moving opposite to the wave. It requires energy which I do not extract from world. It’s a common energy in everyone but farther you go it becomes lesser and lesser accessible.
I would argue everyone to start accessing that energy. If nothing is available you can atleast study or read. Is it too difficult.
It’s not difficult to write also if you are still inside.
But writing is something which also requires body to stop. I have written articles walking also.
But now I am the wave. I have found the EXIT GATE. I don’t even need food to access that energy. I eat food for others which infact reduces my capacity. It interfere with my wave.
So I should leave everything to the world now. It’s not quitting because I have shared everything. What ever I do will be in sharing with others. It’s sound funny Right !!
I will not go against Right hemisphere. If it wants to do instrumentation I ll do that. If vlsi I ll do that. And if Resignation I will do that.
Lastly I don’t follow Sadhguru. Ksetra samadhi is job of trees. Destroying trees to do kshetra samadhi is not becoming like a tree. Exactly opposite in fact.
Sitting for long hours in Mahamudra is extracting energy from nature to keep body still. Otherwise why is it not solving global warming.